first week of puasa was the worst week ever! i guess...

minggu nie bg aku mmg worst kott..

first day of puase...
awal pg cam bese..
tp..
tyme bukak pose...
at grandma's house..
all family members are gathered..
cam dah lme x jumpe lak..
suddenly....
ouch! tergigit bibir sendri!!
dah ler tergigit gune gigi taring.. saket!!!
nape bole bite bibir sendri??
gelojoh kott?
or, talking bad??
dunno tp yg penting mmg saket giler..

second day of puase...
celik mate bngun for sahur..
feeling bersemangat!!
got invitation from aunts..
an invitation for bukak pose kat umah die...
wah! gembira kott..
sume family gather.. mom's side
xde appetite lak nk mkn..
coz bibir dah luka..
nk kunyah mknn pown ssh giler..
imagine ler, nk mkn sampe nangis2..
terrible rite??
the wound has become ulser..
more terrible..
kat sne bantai telan ais jer lar..
thought ice bole ilangkn ulser.. sengal kn??
my aunts make nasi beriani..
looks delicious, tp xleh mkn gara2 ulser mulot nie..
fyi, org dpt ulser x bole mkn bnde pedas,masam & masin..
klu mkn gak nant menangis ler dpn mknn tuh..
bad day for me huh..

third day of puase..
the ulser getting bigger than yesterday(2nd day of puase)
now i have to force myself to drink a lot of plenty water..
hate it!! tp untuk menyejukkan ati aku, adek ade belikn air soya..
tyme bukak pose, mkn2..
suddenly, once again i bite again my mulot..
argh!!! why!!! bace basmallah dah, kunyah slowly jugak..
tp..
nape tergigit lagi?? huaaa...
even worst, i bite it at the same place.. close to my ulser..
now, i own 2 ulser..
one is big and the one is smaller..
ouh...

forth day of puase
these 2 ulser are getting my nerve on..
i've been not eating for sahur, just drink water..
why??? i want to sahur but this ulser..
really hurting me..
help me please...
for break fast, i only eat food that easy to chew..
i have to chew widely so it did'nt go to the ulser..
ulser nie plak maken besar..

fifth day of pose
i forced myself to sahur..
but i eat like a jerk..
makan ngan bukak mulot luas2 pastu dongak atas then masokkn dlm mulot..
cam sengal jer.. tp wat biler sume org dah abes mkn..
i also have to swallow the food without chewing it..
ulser nie maken membesar..
nape kaw tak kecik2 ar??
tension!!!!!!!

well, aku dah nk putos ase jer skang nie..
i ask my mum what to do with this ulser..
my mum told me to put margerine or colgate to the ulser..
pikir2 mmg nk wat tp slalu tido lmbt, mengadap tv..
tros tido sajer..
ade ubat ulser, tp klu letak nant lg menderita ade ar..
rupe-rupenyer ubat tuh ade kandungan magnesium...
patot ler ubat tuh menyaketkn mulot aku..
mmg purpose die nk tros ilangkn ulser tp flashback memory aku
about ubat nie.. tak nak kott..
nie dah masok ari ke-6 puase and ulser..
xpe lah..
tabahkn ati, kuatkn iman..
cabaran di bulan puase mmg kuat..

until next post,
jya~neh